…Confusing connection for love…
There are the days you feel all is perfect and then you have….”the other days”, where no matter what you do,nothing works. You claw at every idea, every whim, every thought that screams “This will fix it” yet, to no avail…it will not. Bleak as it may seem, it is an interesting predicament to be in. You tend to find yourself spiraling out of control into an oblivious madness yet still with a silver lining of your sanity intact through it all. I find it refreshing somedays, loth it on others. Far be it, I am not into self infliction of pain but yet, I find this grueling, sometimes close to giving up experience a good wake up call sometimes. It really wakes up your senses and pushes you to a limit that you wouldn’t go on normal days. Don’t get me wrong, this limit is fragile, and for the weaker ones, breaking point may have already come sooner with the spiraling out of control before the ensuing madness.
I guess one thing I’ve also learnt is don’t confuse connection for love*. We can connect with as many people, but not every person is to be loved by you. Hence why sometimes the phrase “lets just be friends” have actually made more sense now then it ever did when i was in high school, it isn’t as heart wrenching as I thought it could be anymore, i guess growing up does have it’s perks with a dash of cynicism..Life’s learning process, gotta love it!
Hit The Jump to listen to Vega4′s – Let Go
Vega 4 – Let Go
I’m stuck. I’ve loved everything I’ve lost.
Gave up, before what I started could.
You were wrong about me,
I was lying to both of us.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love,
I’ve confused our connection.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love
Let go. You can burn the things we bought.
Set fire to the demons that I brought.
You deserve a better chance than
I could ever give you.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love,
I’ve confused our connection.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love.
I’ve confused our connection.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love.
I thought love had come
I’ve confused our connection.
Why love?
I thought love had come and taken us.
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