…As Long As It Matters…

You Matter

As Long As It Matters - Gin Blossoms

How can I find something
That two can take
Without stumbling as we
Walk into our future's wake
I'm like a broken record
That you can play
Repeating as if it matters
Everything I want to say
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now
Forget that time
It's nothing we touch and see
All this is fine
Even as it crashes down on me
I'm looking around
There's nothing that I could want
More than to tell you
There's no more than we've already got
I'll be all right
As long as it matters
As long as you're here with me now...
Forget that our time is almost up I'll be all right...

…Faith…

“Faith (When I Let You Down)” -Taking Back Sunday

-(hit the jump to watch the video)-

You might lose your faith in science.
You might lose faith in wealth.
You might lose your faith in Jesus,
or lose faith in yourself.

But, when I let you down,
look past your doubt.
Just, please, please,
don’t lose your faith in me.

You could lose faith in music,
or lose faith in your friends.
You could lose your faith in breathing,
feel trapped in your own skin.

Oh, but I’ll be right there beside you,
when the walls are caving in.
Oh, I’m not going anywhere.
But, when I let you down,
look past your doubt.
Just please, please,
don’t lose your faith in me.
Please don’t lose your faith in me.

Oh,Oh,oh….
I’m not going anywhere. [3x]

But, when I let you down,
look past your doubt.
Just please, please,
don’t lose your faith in me.
Please don’t lose your faith in me.

I’m not going anywhere.

…A Stitch Or Two…

 

 

 

Somedays…you just have to pick yourself up and thank God you came out with it as intact as you possibly could given the situation…I guess this is the best quote I’ve actually read in the longest time, and from the most surprising author.

“I just got to the point where I realized the only way to look at life is to believe that everything that ever happens to you, is the best thing that’s ever happened to you.” ~Jim Carrey (Comedian, Actor & Best GD philosopher)

 

 

…Confusing connection for love…

There are the days you feel all is perfect and then you have….”the other days”, where no matter what you do,nothing works. You claw at every idea, every whim, every thought that screams “This will fix it” yet, to no avail…it will not. Bleak as it may seem, it is an interesting predicament to be in. You tend to find yourself spiraling out of control into an oblivious madness yet still with a silver lining of your sanity intact through it all. I find it refreshing somedays, loth it on others. Far be it, I am not into self infliction of pain but yet, I find this grueling, sometimes close to giving up experience a good wake up call sometimes. It really wakes up your senses and pushes you to a limit that you wouldn’t go on normal days. Don’t get me wrong, this limit is fragile, and for the weaker ones, breaking point may have already come sooner with the spiraling out of control before the ensuing madness.

I guess one thing I’ve also learnt is don’t confuse connection for love*. We can connect with as many people, but not every person is to be loved by you. Hence why sometimes the phrase “lets just be friends” have actually made more sense now then it ever did when i was in high school, it isn’t as heart wrenching as I thought it could be anymore, i guess growing up does have it’s perks with a dash of cynicism..Life’s learning process, gotta love it!

Hit The Jump to listen to Vega4′s – Let Go

Vega 4 – Let Go

I’m stuck. I’ve loved everything I’ve lost.
Gave up, before what I started could.

You were wrong about me,
I was lying to both of us.

Love, I’m confusing connection for love,
I’ve confused our connection.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love

Let go. You can burn the things we bought.
Set fire to the demons that I brought.

You deserve a better chance than
I could ever give you.

Love, I’m confusing connection for love,
I’ve confused our connection.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love.
I’ve confused our connection.
Love, I’m confusing connection for love.

I thought love had come
I’ve confused our connection.
Why love?
I thought love had come and taken us.

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